BehindxTheseXBlueXEyes

[RYAN JONES]

Ryan James Jones



But the world calls me RJ
Left 16 years of heartbreak behind
Hanging with the Sophomores crowd
I am Male hear me rawr
I dare you to look into my Blue eyes
Run you fingers through my Blond hair
None has stolen my heart forever
Walking on a Straight line
Don't you dare take away my Sports
for it is all that seemes to keep me sane....

I’m Addicted to
* You *

It's like you're a drug, love at first sight ××
It's like you're a demon I can't face down current relationship ××
It's like I'm stuck, final relationship ××
It's like I'm running from you all the time future relationship ××
And I know I let you married ××
You have all the power completely in love ××
It's like the only company I seek past - good terms ××
Is misery all around past - bad terms ××
It's like you're a leach past – not over it ××
Sucking the life from me on & off again ××
It's like I can't breathe me crush on you ××
Without you inside of me you crush on me ××
And I know I let you crush - mutual ××
Have all the power physical attraction ××
And I realize I'm never gonna lusting after each other ××
Quit you over time one night stand ××
It's like I can't breathe secret relationship ××
It's like I can't see anything flirting ××
Nothing but you past crush ××
I'm addicted to you fleeting glances ××
It's like I can't think sexual tension ××
Without you interrupting me friends with benefits ××

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Behind these Blue
* Eyes *

Seems like just yesterday, you were a part of me indifference ××
I used to stand so tall, I used to be so strong annoyance ××
Your arms around me tight, everything it felt so right dislike ××
Unbreakable, like nothing could go wrong one-sided dislike ××
Now I can't breathe, no I can't sleep hate ××
I'm barely hanging on hardcore hatred ××
Here I am, once again loathe ××
I'm torn into pieces, can't deny it, can't pretend friends gone awry ××
Just thought you were the one tolerance ××
Broken up, deep inside avoidance ××
But you won't get to see the tears I've cried scared off ××
Behind these hazel eyes envy ××
I told you everything, opened up and let you in jealousy ××
You made me feel alright, for once in my life cheated on ××
Now all that's left of me, is what I pretend to be backstabbed ××
So together, but so broken up inside ignoring ××
Swallow me, then spit me out competitive ××
For hating you, I blame myself friendly rivals ××
Seeing you, it kills me now rivals ××
No, I don't cry on the outside anymore burn in hell ××

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Just Walk
* Away *

you've got your mother and your brother other half ××
every other undercover telling you what to say practically family ××
you think I'm stupid but the truth is that it's cupid stuck at the hip ××
baby loving you has made me this way partners in crime ××
so before you point your finger inseparable ××
get your hand off of my trigger confident ××
you need to know the situations getting old best friends ××
and now the more you talk the less I can take close friends ××
I'm looking for attention good friends ××
not another question trusted friends ××
should you stay or should you go average friends ××
well if you don't have the answer childhood friends ××
why you still standing here party friends ××
hey, hey, hey, hey drinking friends ××
just walk away acquaintances ××
I waited here for you like a kid waiting after school best guy friend ××
so tell me, how come you never showed best girl friend ××
I gave you everything and never asked for anything friend of a friend ××
and look at me, I'm all alone childhood friend ××
so before you start defending, baby fake friends ××
stop all your pretending first name basis ××
I know you know I know so what's the point of being slow new friend ××
let's get this show on the road today enemies turned friends ××
I want a man by my side, not a boy who runs and hides study buddies ××

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If you’ll trust
* Me *

I'm strong, but I break protective of you ××
I'm stubborn and I make plenty of mistakes protective of me ××
Yeah I'm hard and life with me is never easy father ××
To figure out, to love mother ××
I'm jaded but oh so lovely brother ××
All you have to do is hold me sister ××
And you'll know and you'll see just how sweet it can be unwavering trust ××
If you'll trust me, love me, let me role model for you ××
Maybe, maybe someday role model for me ××
When we're at the same place emotional support ××
When we're on the same road good influence ××
When it's okay to hold my hand bad influence ××
Without feeling lost mutual respect ××
Without all the excuses respected ××
When it's just because you love me, you let me, you need me mixed feelings ××
Then maybe, maybe never spoken ××
All you have to do is hold me keeps feet on the ground ××
And you'll know and you'll see just how sweet it can be co-worker ××
If you'll trust me, love me, let me roommate ××
Maybe, maybe classmate ××
I should know better than to touch other (specify) ××